Im an easy going open minded guy, who is looking to meet new people etc, and see what happens from there i am well educated, respectful and look after myself. We are in a long distance relationship different Universities and for the past year only spent summer spring and winter break together. So it isn't burn out. He's the only guy I've been with so I didn't know to fake orgasms and such so it ruined his self esteem. We are already pretty kinky.
I've never really enjoyed it much except for every one in a blue moon. Its a physical problem on my part. I do get off from oral and have pretty intense visible orgasms but then he compares that to actual sex and is sad. My level of enjoyment hasn't changed it is actually increased. I mean I'm enthusiastic and enjoy pleasing him. I put on a good show but he sees through it.
So last night I went back to the bar where the waitress I've had a crush on works. It was trivia night and she immediately recruited me to join her team. I arrived at 8PM for 1 drink but she got off at 10PM and she sucked me in as she usually does so and we ended up hanging out, doing shots the whole night until last call.
At one point she proclaimed that she was never getting married and was going to do IVF. She went on and on about how she's a very simple girl and none of the guys she dates ever listen to her advice she gives on how to make her happy. She never mentioned her BF once, but it was pretty clear they just broke up. There were several moments where it was painfully obvious that she was paving a path and just waiting for me to make a move. Which I didn't. Superficiality is nice and rosy, until the other shoe drops, it always does when things move too fast Both are cute.
Just wish they didn't have to stupid glasses on so I could see their faces. I check out the calendar she uses to write down her planned work shifts. Surprise, there's an alleged work shift scheduled on Tuesday evening.
